I couldn’t do it. I tried my best to just let go but people, namely my friends, mean far too much to me. I finally broke down and confronted my one friend who I was just going to let be. Perhaps it wasn’t the responses I wanted BUT he took the conversation in stride and did his best to make sure we where ok.
I really like this person and have a lot of feelings for him. He might be odd and sometimes less than talkative unlike me but he is a good person and has a good heart, even if it is hidden away and protected while he sorts through some of the things going on in his life.
Perhaps someday he’ll open up more and share more of his life with me but for now I will resign myself to him being who he is and that he is there. I can’t say it is easy for me but I can’t loose him again, not like last time. Some people are worth the effort and I know he is worth mine.
His quote: “but are friendship is there and dont worry about it”. Maybe not the quote of the year but it made me happy to see it; the little things in life are sometimes the most rewarding.