{{journal_mood determined}}

I hate caring about people so much it hurts. I hate knowing that I will stand by someone regardless of how they might feel about me. I hate the fact that I won’t do what is selfish and self deserving but will allow my heart to be tread on when I know that it will help another person. I hate having to hold a promise when it hurts so much to keep holding.

Unconditional love sucks. I might die a young man and I might die from a broken heart but at least I can say I loved in it’s truest of form. Without reason, without strings and without conditions.