Alan - SmallOur friendship might have ended on a bad note but my appreciation and love never did. I wish you could have understood the difficulties I was facing but needless to say I was also responsible. Not being up front about the things in my life that you should have know about is no way to treat a friend. I am sorry to hear about Bart and hope that you have found the happiness you both had sought. I still cherish the memories of our friendship and all that you have done to better my life. Without you, I am not sure where I would have ended up. You were my first open friend during the discovery of myself and introduced me not only to TLN and those memories but to a variety of other people and experiences.

Thank you for your friendship and maybe someday we will see each other again. Through time we understand but we also face the daemons that haunt us.